When we set our intentions...we can sometimes feel our world go"sideways"...
This morning when I got up, after hours of lying awake thinking,,,(somehow it never seems to solve alot)
you know the kind of thinking that only gets you deeper into "your story"
I found myself lost in thought.
I could not put my finger on the sadness that I felt.
I just felt so alone....
and after all I was suppose to be following a 90 Day Success Program.
It just did not feel like success today.
The sitting by the fire did not work, the talking did not work,
then a few hours later...I pried myself out of the house for a walk by the water.
The sun glistening off the water, the cool breeze...well too cool-(I had to dig out the winter coat)
and the tears that began to flow under the sun glasses.
I began to realize that I was connecting with the cause of the sadness.
My Intension for the day began to be...to be very kind and compassionate to myself.
I realized I was losing my very best friend to His New Life. I wanted him to be so happy
yet we have been friends for so many years, and could his new partner accept that.
The tears flowed and I felt the weight lift.
I arrived back home,
There were happy phone calls,
My special girlfriend there to listen,
People meeting their intentions for the day
My special partner there, being so kind and loving.
I am reminded that it is ok to live within the emotion
and know that like the wind it will pass...leaving me inspired
and Grateful for those in my life every moment.
We continue on the 90 Days to Success.
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