Monday, December 21, 2009

I decided to share part of my journal with you today...

This morning as I awoke, yet still laying in bed listening to the crashing waves on the shore. My mind wondered. "What would I do now? Could I make the next move? where would it take me?" I just decided yesterday to take the house off the market, to go ahead and build a life back there. After all it was all so familiar... the burning trickle of fear seemed to slowly surge through my body.

Then Yes, my house sold last night. -I listed it on the market to sell months ago.- I must have wanted it.... But things feel like they have changed. Did I really want to change?

There it sits right on my 90 day vision board. - I sit here burning with fear and say to myself - It's on my vision board... I didn't take it off there.

I reached for my computer and I listen to the music that randomly plays... is there such a thing as randomly?
It plays a medley of songs... seems like they are all played in sequence just for me.
From Footprints in the Sand, to I'm Alive (Seal) to a meditation that left me knowing...

Knowing for only a moment that I had left fear creep in, fear of where now? What now?

Then I stopped. I know this. It is just what I asked for! It is time for NEW MIRACLES. It is time to transform again.
It's time to ASK for WHAT I WANT...
I have no time to sabotage my dreams, hopes, desires with a single drop of fear.
Do you?
What do YOU want? Are you ready to embrace it and transform your life?

I have 30 days left on my Vision Board!
I look deeply into my vision board... I meditate and focus on it daily. I am proud of it.
I see There are a few great things waiting to happen!
My home is sold now...

My Body_______________________
My Relationships_________________
My Bank Account_________________
My Business & Partners____________

It makes me stop, smile and say "What a wonderful world!"